I do not envy anyone, not anymore, not after junior college. I am content with all I have or don’t have. I am willing to work hard to accomplish what I want so there is no reason to envy.
But lately, I have started feeling envious of some writers who have the power to express freely.
I want to be a loose cannon when writing, I want to write whatever comes to my mind without thinking twice and I was going to when I started this blog because I never expected anyone would read it 🙂
But slowly that changed and now hundreds (I was gonna say millions but that would be the height of exaggeration) following my blog and judging me on the basis of the mere two paragraphs that they read here … in spite of not having met me in years … or even worse, have never met me in life but somehow found my blog. Maybe they think I am this deep serious person or probably a vain person spending time on clothes.
This is where I wonder don’t other writers/ bloggers ever have such problems? How do they manage to give explicit access to people who might be on their blogs just for gossip and not necessarily the content, or maybe judging them, falling in love or hate with them… and how do the bloggers provide opinions, information without worrying about who will be hurt in the process? How do they write without feeling scared of being misread/ misinterpreted/ misrepresented?
Those are the writers whom I envy. Lucky Basta**s!